In a matter of days in early January, some 150,000 Angelenos became homeless as they had been displaced by the Palisades and Eaton fires. These people’ lives didn’t slowly unravel; they didn’t lose a job after which run out of financial savings and obtain an eviction discover. They fled their properties amid a pure catastrophe, and afterward many had no dwelling to return to. Some have assets to get better financially. Others are actually struggling like the estimated 75,000 Angelenos who had been unhoused earlier than the fires. Louis and Joyce, who spoke with me in January and early February, agreed to share their tales with The Occasions on the situation that their final names not be used. — Robert Karron
Louis
I lived in Altadena, on Poppyfields Drive, between Santa Rosa and Santa Anita avenues. I helped my mother and father buy our dwelling in 1975. I used to be the third proprietor. By the point they handed on, I used to be in one other home, nevertheless it by no means occurred to me to promote it, as a result of my three youthful siblings nonetheless lived there. Some cultures have prolonged household that extends the lineage. It’s not such as you get to a sure age and also you simply cut up.
Louis, who’s from Altadena, turned unhoused together with 150,000 different Angelenos when the Eaton and Palisades fires raged final month.
(Robert Karron)
How was I capable of buy a house with my mother and father after I was solely 26? I used to be on the street with Ray Charles on the time. I play baritone sax. I performed with Ray Charles for 20 years, on the street for about 5 years. It was a terrific expertise. Positively elevated my skill as a participant — you get recommendation out of your fellow, older musicians.
It was the primary time I used to be away from dwelling, so I discovered so much about life. It’s an expertise, coexisting with different individuals. I acquired an opportunity to see America, at a easy degree. We didn’t keep at fancy resorts. We interacted with individuals in the neighborhood. I hung out in Columbia, S.C. First time I went to New York Metropolis was with the band. Again then we’d go to main cities for 2 weeks. I stayed with a pal in Harlem.
Has my early expertise of touring, shifting from place to put, made coping with my current state of affairs any simpler? Positively. I’m capable of roll with it extra. I can transfer, get what I want. Touring has allowed me to be not as freaked out as I might need been. Don’t get me incorrect: I’m nonetheless freaked out — however to not the purpose the place you’re saying: “I hand over.” It’s like I’ve been getting ready myself for this.
Finally, I moved again into the home on Poppyfields, with two of my brothers. We had been there collectively, the three of us, on Jan. 7.
Tuesday morning — it was windy. However I didn’t assume something of it. I knew there was a hearth within the Palisades, however that’s distant. Then I heard a few hearth in Eaton Canyon. However that’s far, too, I believed. I acquired dressed, and I went to work. I had a gig that evening on the Vibrato — a well-known membership close to Beverly Glen. I’m there at 7:30, I’m enjoying, I’m on the bandstand. I believe we did two units. We’re beginning to end issues up and folks begin calling me on my telephone. “You OK?” I mentioned, “Yeah, I’m OK” — not figuring out the gravity of what was occurring.
I — like quite a lot of my fellow Altadenians — am in shock, however I believe there’s a agency want to wish to be part of the method of returning again to some sense of normalcy.
— Louis
I get dwelling round 10. The ability’s out. However they’re nonetheless saying the hearth is simply in Eaton Canyon. But it surely’s actual smoky. Round 11, my brothers and my subsequent door neighbor and I assess what’s occurring. It’s pitch black, and the air high quality is absolutely unhealthy. I noticed what seemed like a hearth, within the nook of the sky, however I figured that was the Eaton Canyon hearth. Generally you see fires within the mountains, and so they illuminate — they appear nearer than they’re. That’s what I believed was occurring.
We determined to go to the IHOP. We thought, let’s have a meal, chop it up a bit. We go dwelling. I’m nonetheless carrying my gown garments, from the earlier efficiency, so I alter into one thing a bit of extra comfy. The wind continues to be unhealthy, with the rate sufficient to be regarding — however to not the purpose the place we thought the home was going to catch on hearth. Till we determined to drive to the shelter. To be sincere, I needed to remain dwelling and wait it out, however my brothers satisfied me to attend it on the market on the shelter, as a precautionary measure. So we get within the automobile. We go east on Poppyfields. I did see one thing then that seemed prefer it was on hearth. I believed, “Man, that’s loopy.” But it surely was nonetheless distant. Then we see an emergency automobile. It’s this large black automobile, with purple and blue flashing lights. The man within the automobile shouts — I’ll always remember this — “Get out.” We get to the shelter round 1:30 a.m., however we keep within the parking zone. We don’t even register. We’re simply ready it out. The wind continues to be howling. My youthful brother says: “Be careful, there’s some embers.” I didn’t take it severely. As we now know, these embers had been critical — they’re those that brought on quite a lot of the harm. At no level did I believe I used to be going to lose my home. It was just for precautionary’s sake that I went to that shelter.
5 hours later, my brother wakes me up. I’d fallen asleep within the automobile. It’s like 7 a.m. now. My brother advised me that folks had been saying that our complete neighborhood was gone. However I nonetheless didn’t actually consider it. … This is part of the timeline that I can’t actually keep in mind.
Sooner or later I do know we traveled to the neighborhood. Turning on Lake Avenue, it seemed like a conflict zone. Fires to quite a lot of acquainted companies — companies I’ve identified for years. Downed energy traces. We drove round them. Was the realm closed? Sure, elements had been. In a number of the areas they prevented individuals from driving, positive. However everybody was attempting to determine issues out then, even the police.
Lots of people returned to their properties when it was nonetheless doable and noticed the harm. Mine? There was completely nothing left. Zero. Fortunately, as a result of I’d had the efficiency the evening earlier than, quite a lot of my devices had been nonetheless within the automobile and had been protected with us exterior the shelter. I stood there what was my home. It was only a plot of land. It was unreal. It was a nice-sized home, 4 bedrooms within the entrance — and there was a rear property, too. All gone. I believed: “Wow. OK.” However you understand one thing? I didn’t actually course of it till I talked to my insurance coverage agent. I known as him, advised him what had occurred. That’s after I began crying. That’s when it hit me.
It was the third most damaging occasion in my life, after the loss of life of my mother and father. My mom had a stroke, and I used to be together with her when she was incapacitated. I used to be on the telephone with my father when he had a coronary heart assault. We had been sharing fun — we laughed so much collectively. Within the strategy of laughing at a joke he took his final cough, and that was it. So — that and the home, sure. These have been the three hardest moments of my life.
Happily, I’ve an excellent insurance coverage firm. It helped facilitate issues, to make it work. Finally, we’ll rebuild. However first issues first. We have now to get into momentary housing. My brothers are staying with buddies, and I’m staying with a special pal. I’m in search of a spot — I’ve a gathering with a Realtor as we speak. The method of in search of a home, with all of the shifting elements, is difficult, that’s for positive. I’d like to remain within the space.
I didn’t know this on the time, however Altadena is a traditionally Black neighborhood. Form of just like Baldwin Hills. Didn’t know this till individuals began writing about it. Over time, it’s develop into more and more gentrified. So that you see quite a lot of belongings you didn’t see 15 years in the past, like individuals taking their infants in strollers, on main streets. And jogging, in any respect hours. However I form of preferred that. That made it cool to me—the multiethnic taste of Altadena.
And there have been all these nice outlets. POV (Pizza of Venice) was a really good place. They’d nice pizza and specialty gadgets like gumbo and fish tacos. One other place was Aspect Pie. Nice New York-style pizza. Skinny crust. Cherished that place.
I — like quite a lot of my fellow Altadenians — am in shock, however I believe there’s a agency want to wish to be part of the method of returning again to some sense of normalcy. One of many election years, I labored at a precinct, and I acquired an opportunity to satisfy my neighbors. I actually loved it. They even let me flip within the tally of votes for that night — put it within the field. I had quite a lot of satisfaction, doing that, for my neighborhood. (This was some time in the past — when Obama received his second time period. Completely different instances…) I’m trying ahead to getting that neighborhood feeling again, let me inform you.
Joyce
I lived in Altadena. I’d been there over 30 years, and my husband’s household has been within the space over 60 years. We had three homes. There was ours, my husband’s mother and father’ (the household dwelling, which they left to their kids) and his brother’s. All burned to the bottom. The household dwelling really caught hearth two years in the past, and so they didn’t have insurance coverage, in order that they pooled their cash to restore it. The members of the family that had been residing in that home moved in with my brother-in-law, subsequent door, and so they had been all ready for the occupancy allow — which was going to come back subsequent month — when this hearth struck. No insurance coverage this time, both.

Joyce, who requested that her face not be proven, has stored the wristbands that signify her journey by means of the shelter system because the Eaton hearth. Inexperienced when she arrived, orange for staying in a single day. Orange and white — the dormitory you’re in. Lilac got here with a visit to the Westwood Catastrophe Restoration Middle to pursue reduction. Blue and white when everybody was consolidated into one room.
(Robert Karron)
On Jan. 7, we noticed a hearth within the distance. But it surely appeared so distant. We went to the grocery retailer, which was a bust, as a result of the facility was out. After we acquired dwelling we heard that some neighbors had evacuated, so we put a bag collectively. However we didn’t assume we had been in actual hassle; we had been kind of cavalier about it. The fires had by no means come down that low. The sample is that they go uphill, towards Mt. Wilson. We thought: “We’ll be again quickly, in a couple of days, tops.” I packed some garments, a couple of footage, and my father-in-law’s flag (he served within the Korean Struggle). However that was it.
That evening, my husband seemed out the window, however he couldn’t see something. I went to sleep. At 10:30, although, he woke me up; he smelled smoke. We went exterior. A number of miles away, we noticed this big flame — 100 ft excessive, perhaps 300 ft vast. It’s yellow and white, and it’s acquired these clouds swirling round that appear like two darkish eyes, and this different cloud that appears like an unsightly mouth. It’s like a foul cartoon. And now the wind has picked up. I believed: “Oh my goodness. This factor is coming our method.” We begin to transfer our automobiles down the hill, in case we have to drive out. We examine on our 93-year-old neighbor. We pound on her door. There’s no response — we simply assume, and hope, she’s already left. I’m coughing. My husband says: “We have to get you out of right here.” We drive our two automobiles down the hill, a couple of blocks away, however we nonetheless scent smoke. So we drive farther down the hill. No, not but. Lastly, we get to Exposition Boulevard and Vermont Avenue, the place the air is evident. Solely then can we get cell reception.
A pal in Glendale tells us to come back to his home. My brother-in-law tells us that the home subsequent door to him is in flames. My husband sends me to Glendale, however he goes to assist his brother struggle the hearth. We disagree about this — however that man’s acquired a coronary heart of gold. He drives again up the hill.
First he stops at our home. He sees that our yard is on hearth. He goes to our entrance door. It’s locked and chained — meaning somebody’s inside. Our nephew has been staying with us. My husband kilos on the door for 5 minutes earlier than our nephew lastly wakes up. He’d been dozing. Collectively, they attempt to struggle the hearth within the yard, however they discover that there’s no water within the hoses. Quickly the home is engulfed.
My husband mentioned that embers the scale of baseballs had been flying round, and any little spark that touched something sprung into a brand new hearth, and the wind simply gusted it away. He watched because the neighbor’s home caught hearth, too. Then it went to the subsequent home. After which it was the entire block. My husband and my nephew acquired in his automobile and so they drove out. It was darkish, and it was smoky; they didn’t know the place they’re going. However they acquired out.
In the meantime, it’s 2 within the morning, and I’m in Glendale. My pal makes me grits. She says to fall asleep, however I don’t know the place my husband is. I don’t know the place my nephew is. I’m not sleeping. At 6 a.m. a pal from church sends me a screenshot from Fb. I see that my 93-year-old neighbor is OK, however that her home has burned down. However the place’s my husband? Lastly, my nephew calls. He says: “It’s all unhealthy.” I say: “What do you imply?” My husband will get on the telephone. He says: “It doesn’t get any worse than this. It’s all ashes. … All the things burned down.” I ask: “What? What?” Then his telephone dies.
I didn’t see him till that evening. He picked me up, and we drove by means of the again roads, which they hadn’t closed but, to see our home. There have been locations in that home — a day later — that had been nonetheless burning, nonetheless on hearth. In the home subsequent door I noticed one thing that seemed like a sparkler — like these sparkler fireworks that the youngsters play with, on the Fourth of July. I requested my husband, “What’s that?” He says, “That there’s a propane tank.” So we determined to depart.
Driving away, I stored considering: What occurred? I imply, what occurred!? And: Why didn’t we get an alarm from the sheriff’s workplace? After we had been packing our baggage, the evening earlier than, my husband had requested me if perhaps we must always depart, proper then. I advised him: “Don’t fear, honey, if we have to depart, the sheriff’s workplace will tell us. There’ll be these automobiles driving round, with their loudspeakers on the roof, shouting, ‘Everyone evacuate. Everyone evacuate.’ ” Effectively, we by no means noticed uno firetruck or police automobile within the neighborhood. Zero, zilch, nada — aside from those that had been parked on the main intersections.
Do now we have insurance coverage? In October, simply 4 months in the past, these artful insurance coverage individuals flew a drone over our home. They mentioned: “You’ve gotten two months to get a brand new roof and to chop these 12 timber down.” We’re speaking tens of 1000’s of {dollars} to do that. I’m on depart from my job now, with a office acquired incapacity. We don’t have these sorts of funds. I requested them for an extension. They mentioned no. So, in December — simply two months in the past — they dropped us.
I’ve to say, the neighborhood has been so good to us. Kudos to Pasadena.
— Joyce
My insurance coverage agent says that they did this to lots of people. These insurance coverage firms are in all probability partying now. They’re going to be partying for a yr. However — thank God — since we nonetheless owed cash on the property, we did get “lender-placed insurance coverage.” It’s not sufficient to rebuild — and it covers not one of the gadgets we’ve misplaced — nevertheless it’s one thing.
We’ve been on the shelter since that day. I can’t consider it’s been nearly a month. At first, I requested the Pink Cross for a housing voucher. However they advised me to come back right here. On that first day, after I walked by means of, it seemed like refugees to me. Like a junior Katrina.
These are the wristbands they’ve given me that signify my journey by means of this method. The inexperienced one was simply to get in. Orange — you’re staying in a single day. Orange and white — the dormitory you’re in. Lilac — for after we went to the Westwood Catastrophe Restoration Middle, to see if we may get extra assist. Blue and white — after they determined to consolidate everybody into one room, on Feb. 2. What a nightmare that one consolidated shelter room is. Canines and cats in there — canine barking all evening lengthy. Sick individuals coughing. It’s difficult, to be in a room with 350 individuals, all sleeping on cots. And so they clear with harsh chemical substances, which I don’t do effectively with.
However, I’ve to say, the neighborhood has been so good to us. Kudos to Pasadena. Many of the hearth, after all, was in L.A. County. That’s totally different from Pasadena. They’re doing this of their very own volition. That evening, actually, throughout the fires, the one hearth truck we noticed was a Pasadena hearth truck, down on Woodbury Highway.
Later, we had a city corridor assembly. An L.A. County firefighter was there. I requested: “What occurred? I imply, what occurred!?” They mentioned that they had been stationed at Eaton Canyon — they’d 30 vans there. However then it acquired previous them. … They mentioned, of their 30 years on the job, they’d by no means seen something prefer it. And so they mentioned: “Ma’am, it wasn’t a hearth. It was a firestorm.”
Robert Karron teaches English at Santa Monica School. Instagram: @robertkarron