
“You may by no means forgive your self.”
Tomas Cozens, 25, is one in every of about 20,000 individuals who have been left disabled at start by epilepsy medication which was given to pregnant girls.
Regardless of proof relationship again to the Nineteen Seventies that sodium valproate, used to manage seizures, might hurt her unborn baby, his mum Jo, from Caerphilly, was by no means informed, and that proof was withheld from sufferers throughout the UK.
5 years because the publication of the Cumberlege Report, which concluded that the UK authorities ought to give compensation to these affected, ministers have stated they’re nonetheless contemplating its findings, whereas victims are nonetheless ready for solutions.
Jo first observed one thing was totally different with Tomas when he failed to satisfy a few of his milestones.
He was later given a analysis of excessive functioning autism, amongst different bodily and neurological disabilities.
Nevertheless it was not till 2014 when Jo’s father drew her consideration to an article on how one other baby had been affected by sodium valproate that she drew the connection.
Shortly after, Tomas was recognized in Australia with valproate developmental results after being uncovered to valproate within the womb.
“It was like a double-edged sword,” stated Jo.
“It was good to place some type of a label on it and have someone lastly acknowledge it, however then it actually upset me to the core.
“I felt as if I used to be going to crawl right into a ball and simply by no means cease crying.”

Jo began to study different households who had been affected and commenced campaigning for the UK authorities to take accountability, saying she and 1000’s of different moms deserve solutions to allow them to be free of the guilt they really feel.
“You understand, you’ll be able to by no means forgive your self. As a result of the medication you took has harmed your child,” she stated.
For Tomas, his disabilities have resulted in numerous surgical procedures whereas additionally leaving him struggling socially and mentally.
He stated: “Any form of public response would not be sufficient for the harm that has been brought about.
“I’ve obtained completely no monetary help for the issues rising up and nonetheless now for my future, completely nothing.
“I’ve to wrestle, I’ve to attempt to earn, to attempt to study. Although I am a bit bit slower, in all probability loads slower.”

Becci Good, from Bridgend, is one other mom who was not warned of the dangers of sodium valproate.
She had already misplaced two kids whereas taking the epilepsy remedy topiramate and when her son Zak was born she was informed he had sepsis, however this was later revealed to be valproate withdrawals, handed by the placenta.
She stated she nonetheless felt dismissed by medical doctors.
“I can go to the physician and Zak might be sat with me and he might be in agonising ache – bodily, emotionally, mentally,” she stated.
“All of the medical doctors will sit there go ‘properly you took sodium valproate, what would you like us to do’?”
Zak, 17, has Autism Spectrum Disorder, together with social nervousness, global developmental delay, and social and communication dysfunction.
He struggles to manage at school and typically has suicidal ideas.
Becci gives round the clock look after him, which she stated has affected her capability to earn and progress in her profession.
However for her, accountability is extra essential than compensation.
“Somebody has to carry their palms up and say we take duty for this,” she stated.
“On a regular basis somebody’s not doing that, we as mother and father reside with that guilt – and it is foolish as a result of it is not our guilt to reside with.”
Because the dangerous results of sodium valproate got here to gentle, new measures have been put in place to mitigate the dangers it poses to unborn kids, together with:
- Guaranteeing girls of childbearing potential are on a dependable type of contraception
- Annual critiques with a specialist to make sure they’re on contraception and that sodium valproate continues to be one of the best remedy for them and signing a threat acknowledgement kind
- No person being prescribed the drug with out two specialists signing a threat acknowledgement kind agreeing no different remedy is healthier suited to them
- Discussions and an data leaflet on the dangers of being pregnant whereas on the remedy

Regardless of the problems which have emerged, sodium valproate continues to be an efficient anti-seizure remedy for a lot of with epilepsy.
Guide neurologist Owen Pickrell stated it was now used as a final resort however, for a minority variety of sufferers, it was nonetheless the best choice.
“Different seizure drugs do not work for some individuals,” he stated.
“Valproate may help them and it permits a much better high quality of life for them.”
He additionally warned individuals to at all times seek the advice of a physician earlier than coming off any type of remedy as a result of, though uncommon, “individuals can get critical accidents throughout seizures and folks do even die”.
The Division for Well being and Social Care stated: “Our sympathies are with these affected and we’re totally targeted on how finest to help sufferers and forestall future hurt.
“It is a advanced space of labor and the federal government is fastidiously contemplating the affected person security commissioner’s suggestions in full and we’re dedicated to offering an replace.”